boredom, fear, sadness, happiness ( Two Parts )

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Mixed feelings cloud my mind today. 

I'm supposed to be studying for my exams, but I guess I'll start at five.

I just ate my lunch, I cooked my self prepared meal in my life today.

( interest in cooking, what can I do? lol )

It's the last day of school tomorrow! Finally I can be free, earn and start my job, maybe find my special someone out there, but It's going to be hard. I will challenge myself to be self-productive, brave and many other skills I need to learn before I graduate. I'm only saddened though because S-E and I will be parting, but it makes me happy because we'll have a class reunion on Monday! ( 3/23/09 ). I'll miss that section, It was so far the best school year I've ever had in Zobel. I will never forget you guys! S-E Forevahhh!!!

"Good times are a breeze, enjoy it while you can. You'll eventually notice this when bad things are hard to go through."

I'm almost there. Hard earned rest for everyone! And yet, I would still be incomplete, but I have to be patient. ( Some people know what I mean. ) 

Alright, I have to go now. Til' the next day and the next challenge.

Take Two

Here, I tell you my stories.

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8:36 

she's the only girl that can make me feel this way

Do scientists have an explanation for thinking about someone a lot? Please, I need to concentrate studying, even though, I still think of how we could mesh together as one. It's not expressed in the gifts, not even my words. My body has a lot of feelings to uncover for her to really see, but it's too early to tell. Somehow she's the right girl from what I heard, and so far experienced with her. I don't know why, it's not like I have a crush on her yet or something, but I think it could be a start. I still need to be patient, see it through and look at it in a long term scale, it's only for the best. 

Patience, Franco. Patience.